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        <p>Scene 3</p>
<p>再次醒来时，消毒水的味道飘到鼻子里。</p>
<p>我慢慢地睁开眼，眼前是白色的天花板，以及天花板上白色的顶灯。</p>
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<p>“…….这里是，医务室？”</p>
<p>“你醒啦？”正当我在思考“我是谁，我在哪，到哪去”这一究极问题时，一个声音插了进来。</p>
<p>我应该认识这个声音…….但具体是谁需要努力回想。</p>
<p>“…….对不起，添麻烦了。”下意识的道歉。</p>
<p>“那你还记得我是谁吗？”</p>
<p>“嗯…….应该记得…….”</p>
<p>我望着远处声音的主人，使劲地思考着。</p>
<p>“你是许…….许…….”</p>
<p>“呜…….”脑中仅存的记忆翻滚着。</p>
<p>越深入思考耳鸣就越严重，严重到令我头疼的程度。</p>
<p>但就在快要痛到极点的时候，翻腾的脑海平静了下来…….然后就豁然开朗。</p>
<p>“…….许老师？”</p>
<p>那人笑了。</p>
<p>“嗯，是我，然后呢？”</p>
<p>“医务室老师，我的班主任，以及…….带我来学校的人。”</p>
<p>“全部——正确！”</p>
<p>听到“正确”这两个字的时候耳鸣便停止了。</p>
<p>屋内变得安静，风从窗外经过带着树叶摩挲的“沙沙”声。</p>
<p>我终于能够坐起来，看着眼前这个，笑眯眯的老师。</p>
<p>“欢迎回来，——你还记得我呢。”</p>
<p>“嗯…….”虽然脑子仍有些乱，但我确实还记得她。</p>
<p>这就是我的日常，伴随着间歇性失忆的日常。</p>
<p>————————————————————————————</p>
<p>终于，我坐进了教室。</p>
<p>像是梦游一般上台做了自我介绍，再下讲台回到了自己的座位上，而至于在此期间我究竟说了些什么完全记不清。</p>
<p>不过我到底昏倒了多久？正式上课是在今天吗？</p>
<p>全部都…….记不清了。</p>
<p>就在这时。</p>
<p>“老、老师，那个…….”</p>
<p>前座的一个声音吸引了我的注意力，这个声音在我有限的记忆中显得非常突出。</p>
<p>“那个…….太、太阳太大了…….花要…….”</p>
<p>“明白了，你去吧。”老师没等她说完，就答应了她的请求。</p>
<p>声音的主人起身离座的一瞬间，我见到了她的脸。</p>
<p>那张如白色花瓣一般纯洁、柔软的脸。不知道为何我觉得亲切。</p>
<p>不禁向她伸出了手。</p>
<p>“你…….”我无法控制自己叫住了她。</p>
<p>“…….”目光只在我身上停留了一会，她便匆匆离开了教室。</p>
<p>…………..</p>
<p>呼吸变得急促，内心焦躁了起来。</p>
<p>但这不是要昏倒的迹象…….相反思绪变得清晰。</p>
<p>大脑一直处于混沌的状态，因为它没有清晰的必要，</p>
<p>什么记忆都有可能烟消云散…….习惯后便对任何事都不感兴趣。</p>
<p>那么为什么会焦躁呢…….</p>
<p>赶紧翻开手边的记事本——然后在上面涂抹了起来。</p>
<p>一笔…….两笔，不知道多少笔。</p>
<p>虽然呼吸急促内心焦虑，但手上的动作却非常平静。</p>
<p>偶尔有一根线条不符合预期，便立刻拿起橡皮擦将它擦掉，不想让错误在上面多停留一秒钟。</p>
<p>等反应过来的时候，她的图像出现在了笔记本的空白处。</p>
<p>看着这幅“作品”，心中的焦躁逐渐散去，呼吸亦恢复了正常。</p>
<p>当我抬起头的时候，已经过去了好久。</p>
<p>四周的学生正在整理物品，一天的课要结束了。</p>
<p>我抱着无法描述的心情，走向讲台边的许老师。</p>
<p>“老师，我想…….我想向您打听一个人。”</p>
<p>许老师有些惊讶，但想了一会后就笑了起来。</p>
<p>“怎么，这么快就有在意的女孩子了？”</p>
<p>“不是…….我只是——只是想——”</p>
<p>“嗯，想要什么？”</p>
<p>我的目的是那么清晰，这是我第一次觉得自己的脑中有清楚的目标。</p>
<p>“我想认识她。”</p>
<p>“很好。”老师用赞赏的眼光看着我，“你终于敢面对自己了。”</p>
<p>“那——”老师话锋一转，“为什么是她？能说说么…….虽然不说也没关系。”</p>
<p>“不知道为什么，只是单纯的在意，而且…….”我回答着，可说到一半却顿住了。</p>
<p>“…….”</p>
<p>“…….昙花。”过了好一阵，才吐出这两个字。</p>
<p>”昙花？”</p>
<p>“啊不，我是说她上次和我撞到，手里拿着一束昙花…….所以我…….”</p>
<p>“…….”还没等我说完，许老师露出了吃惊的样子。</p>
<p>“——你居然记得！”</p>
<p>“你居然还记得这件事…….还记得她。”</p>
<p>“这件事…….”我默念道。</p>
<p>“那个看上去很怕生，像小动物一样的女孩子。”老师盯着我，“你想认识她是吗？”</p>
<p>我点了点头。</p>
<p>老师若有所思。“你确实应该认识她一下，至少应该跟她道谢…….上次你晕倒就是她把你抬来的。”</p>
<p>难以想象一个看上去那么懦弱的女孩能抬动一个男生。</p>
<p>“那…….她叫什么？”</p>
<p>但我没想到老师竟然拒绝了我。</p>
<p>“不能告诉你。”</p>
<p>“她的名字，要自己去问才有价值哦。”</p>

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